June 2011
1 post
March 2011
7 posts
I hate that...
my bedroom is the first room when you go upstairs, I get asked unnecessary questions, told off for everything, shutting my door all the time is ‘anti social’ WORST OF ALL my whole family think I know where all the usless random rubbish in the spare room goes and who it belongs to! URRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHRUEWHUTEBJ\LGRE\a
They can all SMD.
Sooo… My sister casually met Tony from skins and some 21st… SO JEALOUS.
erm...
I miss, you.
I had a paint fight in art today...
I got way too excited and I was left with white paint all in my hair. I enjoy looking like a grandma :)
January 2011
4 posts
The awkward moment when...
you think that your art teacher is waving at you from the other side of the class room, when actually, they’re waving to another teacher…
kiiiinda… forgot about tumblr. ooopsies.
October 2010
4 posts
Everything is okay in the end. If it`s not okay, then it’s not the end.
right...
To end this shitty day I have only just realised:
1. Too many people hurt me and get away with it.
2. When I’m confused about something, I never get it sorted out. I just hope the more and more I think about it, it will magically be made better again.
3. I never ever explain myself about how I feel about things, because I’m paranoid about what could happen and too scared to face...
I know I havent updated it in ages buuuuut...
www.charlottedoylephotography.weebly.com
June 2010
6 posts
FROM THE END TO THE BEGINING.
Tomorrow…
I have my last exam.
Finish for summer.
And, my old man, Finn. Gets put down :(
Looking forward to the new beginings :)
change.
Yes, I know people change. But for me I always get left behind.
People change so much, that you dont ever get the chance to really know someone. And usually, the person you think you know, is just an act.
I loose so many people who I love and loved, for no reason, and still i dont know why it happed that way. One main reason is because they changed into the fake person they told me they hated,...
'It would be nice if something made sense for a...
Ever wanted to curl up, hoping that everything will go away?
Thats how I feel right now.
You have hurt me alot. I hate to say this, but you have. But i’m not going to give the joy of knowing this. You wont ever know how much you meant to me, and that was your fult from making me feel like that.
But now, it’s all different, you dont deserve anything nice from me anymore. And your the...
May 2010
1 post
April 2010
1 post
I tell you what. I give up. I honestly do.
Nothing seems to work anymore, i can do anything right, and i ruin everything.
I should stop wasting my time. On someone that I will never get.
I need to do work, but, i can’t stop thinking
Live isnt fair. I want to have powers. To make everything wonderful again. Forever…
:(
March 2010
3 posts
Derek :)
Today, Charlotte and myself adopted our first child, We decided to call him Derek. I have custody at the moment, and Charlotte upset at having to leave him. They had a little chat on facebook chat....
Charlotte: hahah i want derek
Philippa: ok, i'll go and get him and he can type with his nose.
I mean beak.
Charlotte: hahaha :)
Philippa: hi daddy.
its derek : )
Charlotte: hey little baby
how are you?
Philippa: good thank you daddy. how are you?
Charlotte: brilliant Derek thankyou
now run along and get into bed
Philippa: ok daddy.
good night!
love you lots xxx
Charlotte: night night xxxxx
Waiting...
I tell you what,
I waste too much time, waiting for something good to happen.
Even though I sit there day after day knowing nothing will.
I’m fed up of being a nothingness person. Everyday seems to be getting worse, I’m so behind on work, but even still I just waste time, sitting around hoping and thinking.
I dont want to be like this anymore, I want things to be simple and easy...
January 2010
2 posts
My First :)
okaaay well, i thought i would make a tumblr as everyone else seems to have, so i felt rather left out :/
Well i guess i like the fact that last year was over… It wasnt that good with things at home, but i know that i truley do love my friends and that i really do realize who my real friends are, and i feel so lucky to have found them.
My new years resorlution is to be more orginised, and...